地铁里传来一股炸鱼的味道，让我想起厚厚的油渍，不自然的觉得恶心。今天3号了，离29号还有26天，很长也很短。还有很多东西需要准备，可是懒散的拖着，更可恶的是签证还没有下来，还有不到四个星期，紧紧张张的，可是我只能看我的命了，着急也由不得我。
忽然觉得我会想念这上班的路上时光，匆匆忙忙，脑子里一片空白！很多时候是累得慌，更多时间是习惯的驱动，就像时钟的秒针，一圈一圈。
一边是老浦多半认真掺杂玩笑的要求：推迟一周咱们去泰国！一边是我着急追求新鲜开始另一种生活的迫切的愿望夹带舍不得他的心情。在两者中间，我选择无动于衷的等等看！选择了就不要再费周折的改变吧，一切都会好起来！
我要始终相信：Everything will be fine!
很久没有这么难过，难过到眼泪忍不住就下来！
近月来无数次的吵架，无数次的沟通无果！
又一次感到心累，无助，无奈！
不知道怎么解决！
想使劲的倾诉，使劲呐喊，发泄出来！
可是不知道从哪里开始
也不知道从哪里结束！
这种好久没有感觉到的无奈纠结
我喘不过起来，只能默默的流泪！
半醒状态被泼了一身水？
我还是无法相信这件事发生了！
我无法原谅这种行为，
我找不到理由和原因原谅他！
我不知道还值不值得坚持！？
想不开的时候就不想了吧！
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
听这首歌，心里隐隐的痛！
是不想回忆，不想去体会的痛！
记忆是奇怪的东西！
不过我还是珍惜所有的体会！
让我感知自己活着！
It’s been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing
I said nothing can take away these blues
`Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
It’s been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they’d only remind me of you
I went to the doctor n’guess what he told me
Guess what he told me
He said girl u better try to have fun
No matter what you’ll do
But he’s a fool
`Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
all the flowers that you planted, mama
In the back yard
All died when you went away
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I’m willing to give it another try
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
I do not love you as if you were a salt rose, or topaz
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.
I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
So I love you because I know no other way than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.
我日！
最近发现我很花痴。。。ho ho ho.
看多了爱情喜剧，发现这么多帅锅锅哦。。。
昨晚看那了Twilight 3, 觉的Jacob那叫一个Man啊。。。
我不行了。。。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。
突然发现，花痴可以让心情爽好哦！嘿嘿。。。
Wa ka ka ka …
我真的热爱夏天，北京初夏蓝蓝的天
让我对未来充满热情。对生活充满憧憬！
浑身有用不完的力气啊。。
晨跑与周末的长跑又回来咯！
附上《吃货3狼》的叫春第2跑！马的我最黑！
奥林匹克森林公园真是好地方。。。
悠哉悠哉跑上2小时。。
然后无怨无悔的去做吃货！
吃到整个周都不在想吃东西
是人生最美好的事情！
最近觉得自己越来越不像女人了
爱运动，买一堆运动鞋，就没有高跟鞋
爱喝茶，买各种各样的茶：红绿花黑白茶
爱旅游，背上包，自助折腾游
一年四季不逛街！所有逛街邀请一律Pass
朋友说我越来越理性，像男人！
偷偷说：我骨子里就是！嘿嘿。。。泰国来的！
唯一不变的是：我还是个吃货！哇哈哈哈。。。
想到周四的海鲜聚餐。。。面包蟹。。。HOHO..
又回归生活的正规，习惯了一个人的生活
妈妈总说我的房间是猪窝。。。
可是事实证明自从我单飞以后。。。
我的房间还是蛮清新的嘛。。。嘿嘿。。。
尤其是猪不在的时候！
昨晚复习了前面的西语。。
又学了星期，月份，季节…
唉。。讨厌背东西，可是貌似也没有好办法。。。
回忆流水帐如下：
Lunes, Martes, Miercoles, Jueves, Viernes, Sabado, Domingo
Enero, Febrero, Marzo, Abril, Mayo, Junio, Julio, Agosto, Septiembre, Octubre, Noviembre, Diciembre
Primavera, Verano, Otono, Invierno
月底在国家大剧院的美国艾灵顿公爵大乐团爵士音乐会
挣扎看看有没有闲钱去爽一下。。。重要的还有午夜自助餐呢！
哇哈哈哈
分享一段我超喜欢的话：
周围环境如何跟我没关系，周围女生如何打扮跟我没关系，
我只需要低头走自己的路，抬头仰望自己的梦想，低头奋斗，抬头看太阳，
郁闷了时低头抹眼泪，然后抬头继续奋斗就够了，微笑着，前进。
飞啊，飞啊，飞啊，你看，我有我的方向～～～
自己选择的路，再苦再难再累，我要把它走到底！
上班忙了一天，
到家只想好好休息下，
吃了饭，觉得好懒散
今天的TO DO还没做完
挣扎下，洗澡在做！
忙碌其实很好！
这样才能享受周末！
去不去上海呢？
我有些拿捏不定了
听到Get out of your comfort zone
让我明白我应该做什么！
我爱洗澡 皮肤好好
哈哈哈
Every day, every minute, every year
Times goes super fast
It is because I live in BJ?
I wonder… cuz I did feel life is slow back home
Friday I was sooo tired… arghhhhh
Daryl went back to Swiss…
Another nice friend left BJ…
I guess thats life…ppl come and go…
Sat went to Lan and Chocolate…
he he…what a crazy place!
It was like live in the movie!
we all got very high!
Went to lugas…
Best meal ever, I had a loads of jalapenos!
yummy! Stimulation!
Didnt do much this weekend!
Prepared a PPT … at least finished it.
I need to get my IELST test plan done ASAP!
Monkey called me 2 during weekend…
I really hope that we can work together to bring each other together…
• The gift of listening. No interrupting, no planning your response. Just listening.
• The gift of affection. Being generous with appropriate hugs, kisses, and pats on the back.
• The gift of laughter. Sharing funny stories and jokes. Your gift will say, “I love to laugh with you.”
• The gift of a written note. Expressing in a brief, handwritten note your appreciation or affection.
• The gift of a compliment. Sincerely saying, “You look great today” or “You are special” can bring a smile.
好久没有生病，
忘记了身体的痛！
如同许久没有做爱，
遗忘了高潮的淋漓！
周2在虚脱的周1后，
下午突然发烧。。。
浑身剧痛。。。
于是一整晚都发烧，低烧
第二天卧床喝水！zzzz
终于在48小时内战胜Flu!
凯旋回来！
再次体验到：身体是革命的本钱！
也或许是我受了诅咒！
阿门！
I wonder…
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