It is been more than a week since I fed you last time😛
I have a lot of things flashing in my mind now.
However, dunno where to start…
Maybe Tomb-sweeping fun will be a good beginning.
Went to Simatai with A-B, my cousin and his GF…
You will laugh at me because I cannot remember his GF`s name…
Doesn`t matter to me as long as she is a good sister🙂
I had great time climbing the great wall and saw terrific sight from the wall,
Maybe because I was too happy, my left eye started to fuck with me
it started to poo as what you said.
Whatsoever, Super angela came, She saw, She experienced and she conquered.😀
A-B gave a good impression as my cousin said…
I knew they will like him, cuz he has super nice smile
thats why I had a crush on him…😛 happy? TRUE!
After Great Wall, A-B and me, we went to a Vietnam restaurant…
Fancy and charming food to me…will go back again.😛
I wanna go to vietnam, I wanna go to vietnam, I wanna go to vietnam…😉
All in all, I had a very relaxing holiday which I enjoyed a lot.
My Mom called me today, hehe
As usual, she mentioned about finding a BF again.
I don`t think I am that vain or arrogant,
However, I do have confidence…
Don`t really know why she worried that much.
Don`t wanna let her worried about me…
Bob said I should get someone love me, I need love…
Crap, everyone needs love… But I don`t want to force something happen.
As time goes by, I tend to analyse myselfmore and more
To get an answer why I was subconscious doing something like that
I never show that I am weak in front of my mom…
I may have cried becasue I got bad score, or anything related to my school when I was young.
However, as far as I remembered, I never cried out in front of mom.
WHY? I assume, maybe cuz she tried to show me that she is a strong mom too
which as I see, she is a super strong mom, and a great women.🙂
She had a tough life, I want her happy and enjoy life from now on.
I don`t wanna be a burden to her any more.
In contrary, it is time for me to start to take care of myself and moreover her.
I am not a logical person, I am really not I suppose.
That is bcuz I leave everything behind my mind once it passed
Sometimes, that reflects bad effection, which brought me into argue
Especialy I am at ease with someone I trust…
Dunno, I believe, I must have some big flaws in my personality.
Like I turned into very self-will once I am in a relationship…
Somehow, I wish I could be spoiled by my BF.
I wish he will be really a big boy and mature
dunno, maybe like a father sometimes.
hahahaha, I know, thats a bit scary.😛
I should go to bed now…😛